I been gone for long innit?
Well about a month and a bit…
This is just a quick post by the way so dont expect a novel lool!
Basically its been madddddddddddddddddddd < in all its meaning! My few months!!
I’m not going lie or front and say I didnt think this platform would get me attacked lmao!
I just didnt realise how cunning the devil was, well I knew but I FORGOT!
I got comfortable…..
It’s funny because the Bible always reminds us and also reminds us of the power we have over him but ,
WHEN YOUR TOO BUSY TO READ YOUR BIBLE THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES!!!
I’ve realised that now
I’m back at uni and its been stupidly hectic the work load, the schedule, the things outside uni, my life!
TOPSEE TURVYEE MATE I PROMISE YOU!
I’ve learnt alot …
1:People are crazy!
2:Christians are human
3:Life is hard without God's help,he knows this and he keeps telling me too, I'm a stubborn wild child, he knows this, I'm a difficult case *in my eyes* but he gets me especially when noone else does and that is VERY OFTEN!!!!
4:If you dont face your mountains you can't expect to get over them.
5: To whom much is given much is required!
6:You CANNOT live YOUR God given life trying to impress others and live up to THEIR standards of living and "holiness", live by conviction hoping that your heart isn't just hard loool
IF I COULD EXPRESS IT IN WORDS LOOOL YOU’LL THINK IT WAS A YEAR!
Proper tryna toughen me up and that!
Sometimes when things get hard you really should appreciate God alot during those times because hes just saying”Chill out man, nah seriously chill out , I got this son/daughter/child/faithful servant.”
Sometimes I feel like David and sometimes I feel like Moses and even Miriam:
D:Always making stupid mistakes even thought I KNOW better I havent yet learnt how to PROPERLY balance my heart with my mind.
M:Always trying to over compensate and try wayyyy to hard and not just chilax and let God take control, always taking everything upon myself and getting frustrated when things don’t work how I want them too.
M:Constantly doubting resulting in massive problems where I have to be belittled in order to trust!
You dont know me trust me and its funny because alot of people think they do but I can’t count more than 4 people in my life who actually do and accept me for who I am.
A lot of people judge me because they don’t get me and they want me to do things the way they do, this’ll never work,
If you watched High School muscial and understand the song “Status quo” <<< unlike that…
I believe in individuality and self expression and I believe God does too thats why we have PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS with HIM, like children in a class and children to parents all different in our own ways so he deals with and teaches us in different ways and HAS NO FAVOURITES!!
A platform will always bring controversy no matter which way its delivered.
Platforms make you look up to people as if they’re not on the same level as every other HUMAN BEING!
Platforms are places where you need some kind’ve security to keep you balanced and safe.
Platforms make you vulnerable.
Platforms make people think they have the right to judge you.
Platforms can make you look good.
Platforms can make you look really really crazy.
Some people have to watch what they say and do…Some are just real and they recognise that they aren’t perfect and just tend to be as real as possible , because real attracts real, as does fake loool dont get me wrong!
I’ve also seen how people react to me when I’m in need!!!! SHOCKING!!
Either they have forgotten all about LOVE/BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT AND PATIENCE!!!
Boii THANK GOD FOR HIS GRACE PATINCE AND CONTINUOUS UNMERITED,FAVOUR, LOVE AND ATTENTION, FORGIVING SELF, UNDERSTANDING AND GREAT LEADERSHIP SKILLS!!
Because of the following I can always pick myself up again and again, because the righteous man WILL fall the Bible never says one day we’ll stop falling!
How would that work? There’d be no need to Jesus or God we’d be find without Him..
I could be the most revengeful if not for Him because I know how he gives me the benefit of the doubt so I learn to forgive when people shut doors in my face and talk down to me like I’m stupid, when instead they should be exposing the love of God invested in them…sharing it and encouraging their fellow fam in Christ to GROW!! and PERSEVERE!!!
IF YOU KNOW ABOUT THE ‘ROMAN TURTLE’ THIS IS HOW WE SHOULD BE….
MATE ITS NOT EASY!
But we can do ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL things through CHRIST that strengthens us! Phillipians 4v13 😀 🙂 🙂 Yes!!!! Hope!!!
GET A GRIP AND DONT MISS THAT VERSE IN THE BIBLE THAT SAYS: Matthew 7 v 1-2
“1Don’t judge others, and you will not be judged.2 For you will be treated as you treat others, The standard you use in judging is the standard by which you will be judged”.
YOU MAKE THE DEVILS JOB EASIER BY DISMANTLING THE BODY INSTEAD OF PATCHING IT UP… NO MATTER HOW UGLY IT MAKE >>>LOOK!
Jesus purifies NOT man!
Kind’ve like if you judged me for having a Nokia E63 and presummed I misjudged and thought it’d be the same as a BB LOOOL NO just circumstance innit!
SO THIS POST….IS TO…
1:Remind you and I to stay strong
2:Remind you that strong people can be weak too.
3:Human beings label and catergorize but God doesn’t so trust him with you’re deepest darkest secrets and problems, he’ll reassure you and let you know your value even when you don’t.
4:Trusting God is a vital part of the relationship.
5:A wise person learns from another persons mistakes.
6:God is not a respector of man whoever he chooses to use , nah be im own wahala!!!!!
If you got any queries about me….ask God!
He put me here!
Its a journey …
I’m not trying to be perfect…
Just doing what he wants me to…
P.S: As my Facebook states: “Facebook will never prove how genuine you are about your faith or religion..Why? Facebook is like bespoke tailoring…Made to fit! Its your edited perception of yourself..Dont believe me ? Check your profile pics…”
Awwwww if anyone gets offended don’t worry to much this isn’t so much for you its for the struggling brothers and sisters, keep your head up though , WE CAN DO THIS!
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